It’s been restless days…i haven’t started my reports, i could not respond logically, i feel like all my blood is in my brains. The least that i want to be is in a suspended state. But what can i do or who can do something anyway. The waiting period is not over yet. I remember an uncle’s mantra…”don’t believe until it’s in your sight, in your hands.”
I cannot condense my emotions neither could i reconcile my mind. Numerous messages from friends and fellow 2007 examinees signal the approaching promulgation of the verdict yet quiet longing is not moving. Another extended day before the LCD projector at the front yard of the Supreme Court will finally bring down the list of names of blessed souls. I waited for six months anyway. At least the ordeal will be over in a few hours. However, much as i want to ignore, the statistics of bar results for the past five years cannot comfort me.
“Brave heart, Good heaven, i’l just follow my mother’s words……….. have faith, be strong!
